Ghost Costume

allofmylifehasbledtogetherintoonemoment

oneimportancetowhatisbeforeme

idisolvedsofullyandcompletelyintomyloveforher 

itbluredthelinesbetweeneverythingintheoutsideworld

ibecameasleepandcomfortableinthecomfortofher

herwarmembrassandencompassingbeautyandlove

ifailedtomovefromthepeaceifoundthereileteverythingelsedecomposearoundme

allowingittosinkintoastateofdisarray

letitslipintothetideandbewashedaway

pulledtodarknessnolongervisibletomynakedeye

ihavefailedherinmorewaysthanicancount

forthesediscretionsiamtrulyguiltyandexpressmysorrowandregret

apologizingforthestupidityofablindmansolostintheblanketofyourbeauty

onlynowinyourabsencehaveiallowedmyselftocuteyeholesinthisblanket

inahomemadeghostcostumeipeerout

iseewhatchaosihavesentyouandtheworldaroundmeinto

mayibeforgivenformyinabilitiesandshortcomingsatthattime

mayibegrantedanopportunitytomakethingsright